Reality shift. Hubby has been in the Air Force for 16 years. We've been married eight. For all of that eight years, he's been ineligible to deploy because he's necessary here. There's been a local policy shift at his base. (And no, it's not political because we're running out of people. It's just local.) It seems that the comfort I've taken in the fact he can't go has been misplaced. He came home last night to inform me that he's now eligible for deployment. At any time.
Not handling this as well as I'd like to be. We've just moved into a new house. Relatively new neighborhood. On my own. Doesn't sound like fun.